TogetherForever

Dedicated to the Love of My Life

To the BESTESTESTEST BF there could ever be~ StAnLeY cHaN <3

Eversince the day you've became part of my life I've been very happy =], the wish I've been longing for was always to be happy, just for once find happiness in the complicated life of mine and you made it come true, everyday that I spend with you is a dream come true...you are different from everyone else I've known and know, the first time I met you in person I was kind of nervous and to me you just seemed like one of those "thuggish" types?? lol yeah, but as people say looks can be deceiving...after being with you more and getting to know you better, I start to see the real side of who you really are, you are the sweetest, most caring, honest, and cutest guy I've ever met, you're always there for me when I need you like you said you would be =]..no matter the time or place you are always there and I know that because you've done it before =] I want you to know that I want to be there for you too and be there to help you out with whatever problems you have, I know that you don't really expect much from me since I never really experienced your problems before but I will always try with whatever I can, I feel a bit useless sometimes when all I can really do is listen to what you got to say and can't do anything about it to help you but trust me I really want to...I will always try because I, too, care about my sweetie stan =]......although there were the downs in our relationship we were still able to deal with it and somewhat put it behind us....I'm really happy that you are my BF because you are someone who I know for sure that I can trust my life with, I also feel comfortable around you which is important, and you are understanding...other people who I talk to don't really understand my situations most of the time but you do which I'm glad =]....I PROMISE YOU that never in my life would I ever cheat on you or take advantage of you because I would definitely regret it for the rest of my life, and I hope that you wouldn't too and you told me you wouldn't so I trust you...nothing will ever separate us, I will always Love you with all my heart, you will always be my # 1 , always be ahead of everyone else....without you I don't know what I will do....some people can get over it within a period of time when they breakup but not me, the end of our relationship would be like the end of my life...just know that I can't lose you and I really hope not to, You're the only one I want, the only one I need, and the one I love....nothing in this world can ever replace you and everything you've done for me, if I was given a chance to have anything in this whole world I would definitely choose you, to be with you forever because I don't need anything else.....You're the best thing that ever happened to me and I will always cherish that moment we became official =], you always give me surprises and do whatever to make me happy, and of course stanley always be very gay hehehe =P which I adore hehe......every year of my life has always been the same, depressing and complicated...but this year 2005 is the best ever =]......I'm really looking forward to the future and all the fun we will have together each and every second, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND MISS YOU ALWAYS N FOREVER, we will be together no matter what, and also be gay together =P...I LOVE YOU STANLEY CHAN!!!!!!!!! *****MUAHHHHZZZZZ*******HUGGGZZZ******<3

**sniff**sniff =*] ~tears of joy

love my hubbie~lo gong jai =]

"Years have gone by

always feeling blue

My world has brightened

eversince I was with you

Holding your hand

seeing you smile

Hoping what we got

would last longer than the Nile

Whenever you're around

it feels like a different world

Hoping it'll never end

and to always be your girl

You're always there for me

and always so sweet

You are my world

without you, I'd be incomplete

Trust me when I say this

I mean it, I really do

I love you with all my heart

my love for you is true"

~remember this poem? from your bedroom wall

It's Mickey Mouse!!! hehe

:+:~*~Special Events~*~:+:

~*~12.26.o4.~*~

first time we meet in person, pretty nervous that day...still remember everything

Blue Bear miss you hehe

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New Years~beginning of a new year 2005...hoping it will be good n it has =]

~*~o1.29.o5.~*~

First Kiss~at the movies "Hide and Seek"

~*~o2.14.o5.~*~

Valentine's Day <3

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officially together =], I Love You Stanley so much!!! very happy on this day hehe

~*~o3.22.o5.~*~

my sexie stan turns 21!!!! awww congratz hehe =] Happy Birthday!!!! first night of dinner with stanley and his family =]

~*~o3.25.o5.~*~

My Birthday!!! turned 16 finally...together with my sweetie stan-watched movie "Guess Who" and dinner at "Apple Bees"...and gifts~awwww thank you!!!!!

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1 Month Anniversary!!!

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2 Months Anniversary!!!

~*~o5.15.o5.~*~

first time together doing "something" hehe =P

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3 Months Anniversary!!!

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4 Months Anniversary!!! n Fourth of July

~*~o7.16-17.o5.~*~

first time you came to my house and stayed over =]

~*~o7.22.o5.~*~

first time going to the beach together, it was so much fun being with you hehe =]...next time i'm gonna bury you in the sand and perhaps do a lil something again hehe =P

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5 Months Anniversary!!! so happy =] being that this has been the longest relationship, love you boopie head =P

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Half year Anniversary!!! =]

really great time, walk around corona park, movies, shot pool~1st time, n dinner at Boulder's Creek...my babie is the best

~*~1o,o4,o5~*~

7 Months Anniversary!!!

l.o.v.e.y.o.u.

"Your Love means the World to me"<<<remember?? hehe, ur lil statue boi so cute ^_^